True or dare at the karaoke party, she whispered at his ear "what if"; He nodded almost at the same time.

She wanted to talk after the party; He tricked others away to have a walk with her.

It was a walk long enough to revive and dig up those memories before they reached the cafeteria. 

She SMSed and said she was having a fever and wanted to hear that song;He called and played that song for her through cell phone. 

She asked if he knew why she picked that song for him to sing; He found that he had completed erased memories of that song.

He said she put her head upon his shoulder crying that the man she loved didnt love her; He said he realized he was just a big brother to her.

She said she thought she was just a little sister to him because his reaction had changed; She said she changed boyfriends frequently because she didn't care anymore and she hated him.

He said stop laughing since the breakfast was getting cold; She said she laughed to hold back her tears.

She said he was a wizard and she was a fairy; That's why they vansihed from each other's sight once she got on the bus.

What if...And then what? Just keep the perished dead and the buried hidden.

Addictions vary for different individuals. For me, a big cup of get-you-ODed (as someone says) black coffee (after another, after yet another) will do the job, or a more recent case, Halls mentho-lyptus candies.  Aint it great when you have something to sip or chew so that you can take your mind off the ugly reality for a while?

In a more spiritual extension of this concept, you can also get addicted to an individual, which, personally speaking, is THE worst case ever.

Addictions are agonizing blisses, as the waiting part is so bone-gnawing and heart-slicing but the fulfilling part makes you think all the waiting is worthwhile.

Addictions deteriorate both you physical and mental health gradually (trust me on this one) and make you even more vulnerable to them. SO , addictions are bad,  M'Kay?

For me,  I hate most of my addictions. But for one or two of them, I am glad that I have them in my life, but I wish I'd never met them.

很好听的歌，可惜我找不到不用钱不会变地址的空间上传。大叔连哀怨都这么好听，下辈子一定要当黑人。

"Again"

by Brian McKnight
What are u calling me for
Thought it was over when u walked out the door Reminding me of the pain
That u caused
In my heart
No im not missing u at all
No im not trying to make u feel small
Lately it cuts like a knife
That u think u could walk right back into my life sooo..
[chorus:]
You dont have to call
And we dont have a reason to talk
If u want something to say
Then start telling me how you could hurt me that way
Cuz it was hell getting over u
Damn you for what yoooou put me through
The curtain's closed goodbye the end
Cuz i dont think my heart
Will let me love you again
Everything u said was a lie
Right to my face couldnt understand why
and how u could do me that way
and then walk back in my life
But tell me where were u when i couldnt sleep and where where u when i couldnt eat
and where u when i criiiiiiied
Theres no way i could let u back into my life
sooo...
[chorus:]
You dont have to call
And we dont have a reason to talk
If u want something to say
Then start telling me how you could hurt me that way
Cuz it was hell getting over u
Damn you for what yoooou put me through
The curtain's closed goodbye the end
Cuz i dont think my heart
Will let me love you again
No we can not find a way
I dont have nothing to say
Baby i gotta be real
Guess now u know how it feels
Why are u wasting my time
Guess i been crossing ur mind
Cant let u back in my life
This is goodbyyyyyye

 在米那儿看到的，我果然有严重的强迫症...

Second thought:是不是因为我认为我有强迫症，所以才会在回答问题的时候自我暗示选择了强迫症的选项，从而导致出现我有强迫症这个测试结果？

Second second thought:我这么做是不是又一次证明自己有强迫症？